WHAT HAVE I BEEN READING?
It started in London.
I was at Foyles (the big bookstore), and I was very tired, because I had not had coffee: I had jumped out of bed and taken the tube to Leicester Square so I could beat the crowds at the National Portrait Gallery, the National Gallery, and possibly Foyles.
I knew there would be coffee at Foyles, so I browsed and browsed and browsed first, and found a huge selection of Latin books in the foreign language department, and ended up buying a paperback, Select Letters of Seneca edited by Walter C. Summers.
I was delighted, because I can sight-read Seneca. I know most of the vocabulary, though not always the use in the Silver Age.
So I went into the bookstore’s coffeehouse part, no idea what floor I was on, because this is a huge bookstore, and sat down at the coffee bar with a huge cup of coffee. And I fell into Seneca.
Here is a rough translation of the opening lines:
What do I think especially you should avoid? you ask. The crowd. You cannot yet entrust yourself to it safely. I certainly will confess my own feebleness: for I never bring back the morals I went out with. The peace I have made by myself is thrown into disorder, that which I fled has returned.
And here is the Latin:
Quid tibi vitandum praecipue existimes quaeris? turbam. Nondum illi tuto committeris. Ego certe confitebor imbecillitatem meam: numquam mores quos extuli refero; aliquid ex eo quod composui turbatur, aliquid ex iis quae fugavi redit
lt simply made lovely reading.
The National Gallery and the National Portrait Gallery, both at Trafalgar Square, were a little less crowded in the morning (I went twice) than in the afternoon. Still, it was very crowded, and I didn’t take notes (which I always do at museums), because it was simply too distracting. Everybody stays for a few seconds in front of a picture and then takes off! You end up getting joggled. (I bought a book about the National Gallery; I suppose it beats my notes, but not really, because I like to read the art historians AND have my impressions.)
Oh, well, it was better than the crowds at the mall. I spent $125 on a watch last time I was there, and I could have bought one for $25. It just goes to show I get mesmerized in crowds, and not for the better. Art books are fine, yes; expensive watches that aren’t even jewelry, no.
Another thing I love about the Seneca letter: he quotes three philosophers on the crowd.
Here is another rough translation, followed by the Latin:
Democritus said, “To me, one man is the crowd, and the crowd is one man.” Another man also answered well, whoever he was (the author’s identity is doubtful), when asked what was the good of so great an attention to an art that would reach a very few: “The few are enough for me,” he said, “one is enough, none is enough.” And, excellently, Epicurus said this third thing, when he wrote to one of his colleagues about his studies: ‘I do not write these things for the many, but for you, for each of us is enough of an audience for the other.”
And the Latin:
Democritus ait, ‘unus mihi pro populo est, et populus pro uno’. [Bene et ille, quisquis fuit – ambigitur enim de auctore -, cum quaereretur ab illo quo tanta diligentia artis spectaret ad paucissimos perventurae, ‘satis sunt’ inquit ‘mihi pauci, satis est unus, satis est nullus’. Egregie hoc tertium Epicurus, cum uni ex consortibus studiorum suorum scriberet: ‘haec’ inquit ‘ego non multis, sed tibi; satis enim magnum alter alteri theatrum sumus’.
I avoid the crowd, but I am still influenced. The culture seeps in, with its new attitudes…
And that is one very good reason to read the classics. It keeps you up with the best in thinking, so you don’t go in for “crowdsourcing” or some horrible modern thing…
AND NOW HERE I AM ON FASHION:
I am not fashionable. I have a wardrobe of jeans and sweaters. They’re nice jeans, mind you. My idea of fashion is to wear black or very dark navy jeans with a cardigan sweater or what is, no doubt, an out-of-date peasant top. I own only one dress, a black Liz Claiborne I abandoned on the floor of the closet circa 1996. I last wore it to an awards dinner. I had forgotten all about this award actually, because it was kind of a fake award, awarded by a PR magazine for some deed I don’t even remember, and I didn’t get a plaque. If I don’t have a plaque, how can I remember? My picture was printed in the magazine instead. My mother was the only one who liked the photo. And I didn’t even retrieve it when my mother died last August. In fact, I didn’t remember it until now.
So I’ve worn the sturdy jeans–not cheap jeans, mind you–for decades, and they’ve never done me harm. Even my mother admitted a few years ago that, as far as she could see from watching The Talk and The View, jeans were the fashion, with the addition of high heels and a nice top. I certainly don’t have the high heels.
In the last six months, I have navigated the high fashion districts of Washington, D.C., and London in jeans.
Well, not fashionable. I did go to the Kennedy Center in jeans and a cardigan. But then Washington is a bit dowdy, isn’t it? And I went everywhere in London in jeans and cardigans, though I didn’t quite go anywhere fashionable. There IS fashion in London.
Today I was less fashionable than usual. Have you ever had a day when you needed to wear soft clothing?
I got up today and needed to wear everything soft, but I couldn’t spend another minute in my pajamas after taking the garbage out and having a conversation with my neighbors in my pajamas. Yes, yes, almost warm enough to garden, but not quite yet. The snapdragons are already sold out at the neighborhood store.
When I got back in, I closed the door and really could not believe I’d had a conversation in pajamas with holes in one knee and a rather peculiar print top (llamas on it!) that never quite goes with anything.
I put on hospital scrubs and an old sweatshirt. I just didn’t care that everything was wrinkled. Criss-cross wrinkled, like all garments that live on the floor of the closet.
I haven’t worn these scrubs since maybe 2010.
They’re so comfortable!
Sometimes one needs a day of wearing soft clothing.
And maybe to drink a lot of water and have chicken soup, too.